today has been good.

im fasting so maybe thats why it has been good.
i studyed all day.
going to study more.
avoid dinner somehow.

i have an exam tomorrow.
i dont know if i should continue my fast or eat a lil through out the day?
maybe egg whites before my exam?
i think i will just see how i feel.
if im feeling weak and unable to concentrate then i will eat but stay under 200cal.

the next few days will be easy.
either fasting or under 200cal.
ill be at the library or in an exam most of the time.

but after exams are finished it will be hard because i will be going out or partying with friends all the time. alcohol cals argh!


oh well i will just make the most of these couple of days.

x

fast

fast today.

i have been doing good. only 1 coffee.

i have been distracted by too much school work! grr




i have had a killer headache all day though
so not sure if i will fast tomorrow or not!?
if i dont i will have 200 cal


i am feeling so happy tho. even though everything is going wrong i am empty.
i know that the weight is coming off. sure slowly. but good things take time.
i love it how all my friends are stressed about exams but im just so buzzed out. so empty. so vague. haha

im not worried about school. its not that important to me. there are things that i understand that 'smart' people dont. and they don't understand that. how ironic.


don't get me wrong. i try. just not as hard as most people. im writing a silly french essay at the moment. and and after im going to study for maths. ew.




might have a green tea :)

stay strong loves!
remember good things take time.
its not easy but wont it be worth it!
i believe you can do it

x

my computer broke and i only just got it back :(

im going to try catch up on all your blogs now!

its been hard without you guys! but i have been doing alright

x

?

i need your advise!

tomorrow i HAVE to go out to dinner with my dad.

i am pissed because a) i hate my dad and b) it totally ruins my plan to fast today, tomorrow and thursday.

so im not sure if i should continue my fast till dinner tomorrow or tomorrow eat minimally to try get my metabolism up before dinner.

like a kiwifruit for breakfast
and a piece of fruit for lunch?


we will hopefully get sushi so i can get away with not eating much.
chew and spit. hiding food if i have to.

but i will have to eat alittle bit which would break my fast :(


ahh dont know what i should do?!


on a happier note i went for the most amazing run this morning :)
and my fast is goin well

hope you are all doing well

xx

today

1kiwifruit
coffee
2 crackers

just before i had to have a banana because i had to take a painkiller which needs to be taken after a meal.

no more food today

nothing tomorrow

:)

i keep breaking in random bursts of laughter when i remeber something stupid i did on saturday night.

i remember dancing to good girls go bad and lets just say i will never think of that song the same again.

haha




x

fml

i hate it when you wake up in the morning thinking "wow that was an amazing night"
but it turns out you did some stupid things you just cant remember.

...

today.
1 kiwifruit
coffee
half an orange.

i am now off to work.
coffee
small salad

x