From the beginning ...

i want to start this blog from where my life is at at the moment. But thats kind of hard because who i am and the things i do now are influenced by everything that happened in the past ... things that are hard to write.

But here are a few things i guess you should know :

• i used to be ana. i guess i will talk about my weight quite a bit so you might as well know now.
• when i was young my dad was abusive (sexually and emotionally) and its something i still have problems with now.

i dont know what else to say but i guess if there is anything else i will talk about it later.