realisation

im only 5kgs lighter than when i started this blog.

forever ago.

its not good enouugh!

periods of fasting and losing so much weight.

periods of uncontrolable binges.

they have added up.




i NEED to lose weight.

no more binges.



the rest of this week i am going to restrict. around 300 cals.

i have always had trouble restricting because at around 8pm i binge.


fuck.

i need to stop worrying about other things that i can't control.

Fast Sunday, Monday, Tuesday.
under 500 cals Wednesday.
Fast thursday.

I also need to blog more. it really helps.

so i am going to update everyday.






It is never too late to be what you might have been.
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