Wednesday, November 4, 2009

been doing well.
till i went to work just before.
i ate. too much.
came home.
had a shower.
threw it all up.

I have begun to think that jealousy is one of the worst things a human can feel or be.
and i can't get rid of it.

atleast i weigh less than her.
and im going to prove that i have more control by losing more. and more.
i don't want to stop.
i am afraid of what i might find.


1 comment:

  1. Aww hun :( don't think of it as jealousy as being negative.. think of it as motivation ;)

    I hope you feel better sweetie <3