been doing well.
till i went to work just before.
i ate. too much.
had a shower.
threw it all up.
I have begun to think that jealousy is one of the worst things a human can feel or be.
and i can't get rid of it.
atleast i weigh less than her.
and im going to prove that i have more control by losing more. and more.
i don't want to stop.
i am afraid of what i might find.