so a few post ago i told you guys about my friend hooking up witha guy T after he told her he liked me.
well lastnight i hooked up with him and now everything is super fucked up.
i told my friend and she was like did you even think about me? blahblahblah
but yea of corse i thought about her.
but my jelousys and insecurities took over.
i needed to prove to my self that he likes me more than her.
and i realised that my need for love and attetion has driven me to hurting my best friend.
how fucked up is that.
i make myself sick.
i want to vomitt but theirs nothing to vomit up.
oh an i have my first exam tomorrow.
shuld be fun. ha.