2 weeks untill i go away.
2 weeks to SOMEHOW make my body look alright.
after 2 days fasting
running + over an hour walking everyday
trying to eat healthly
one binge and purge session
and i have only lost one kg. fuck.
my body doesn't even look any different. (apart from slightly flatter stomach).
but my thighs and hips are still fat fat fat.
i cant go away looking like this.