2 weeks untill i go away.
2 weeks to SOMEHOW make my body look alright.
after 2 days fasting
running + over an hour walking everyday
trying to eat healthly
restricting
one binge and purge session
and i have only lost one kg. fuck.
my body doesn't even look any different. (apart from slightly flatter stomach).
but my thighs and hips are still fat fat fat.
i cant go away looking like this.
fuck.
you can do it. you CAN do it. I know all that is going through your head is FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK hwo has this happened?!!?! BUT you can can can do this. Imagine how much weight you have the potential to lose in 2 weeks - even with the occasional blip. 2 weeks is a long time in restrict land.
ReplyDeletePlease be happy when you go away. We deserve it every now and then x x