had a good weekend.
drunk way too much. danced crazily. hung out with my best friends. made new friends. didn't eat much. and i am on holidays.
but its strange because i basically live to party. you would have thought that this weekend would be a dream come true.
but somethings not right. i feel numb. i feel jealous. i feel bored. i feel lonely. but really, i don't know what i feel.
i want/need something but i don't know what.
ahh this probably isnt making much sense. sorry
oh well. i am fasting today, tomorrow and the day after. then wednesday 200 cals. then thursday only fruit and veges. then friday fast. the saturday im going away! mmm should be fun ... just hope i get out of this weird, fucked up, depresed mind set.