today was good.
no food, only coffee, lots and lots of iced water and my new found love grapefruit juice.
it is quite a high cal drink 120cal for a small bottle (i try not to drink drinks over 100cal)
but i have been reading that grapefruit can ancrease fat burning and has all these benifits
i knew they were good for you but now im addicted haha
so until a few days ago i wasn't doing so well in eating aspect :(
but now i am empty, motavated and thinking clearly.
good and bad news.
in like 3 weeks i am going away with friends to a beach. it is going to be amazing. around 25 boys and girls. no parents.lots of alcohol. :) almost a dream come true.
minus the fact that im going to have to wear a bikini and that i will have to eat "normally" and no purging. fuck that seems impossible.
but im trying not to freak out about it and use it as motivation. i have just under 3 weeks. i no i can't lose too much in this amount of time but im going to try my best. NO screw ups. i want be skinny but i will have lost and toned up and i will have the best time ever!
be strong lovely girls!